A+

and one more thing.

darah aku

bukan 

AB-

tapi hanya

A+

(yela, dulu aku bodoh biology, itu pasal laa buat blood group test ni pun salah!)

hilmihisham | aO

(..blood group test kali ni dibuat oleh doktor bertauliah, so konfem yang ni betul!)

sleepless and random

sleepless on the night of 12 Ramadhan..

hey people! (yeah, not sure if it is suppose to be "hey, me" only..)

well, yeah, not been here for a bit long time

so, maybe gonna do some sort of catching up stories..

so, yeah, aku sedar yang ni laa blogpost aku yang pertama sejak aku masuk kolej..

(and the first jugak guna Nadeshiko aku ni..)

well, nak kata tader masa nak post something kat sini tu.. umm, konfem laa tak..

penyebab utamanya sudah pastilah kerana aku tak ada wifi kat kolej kediaman aku T.T

(okay, alasan. sebenarnya aku tatau nak taip apa..)

so, well, yeah

rasanya semuanya okay je kut

i'm still alive, folks!

(yeah, Alhamdulillah)

living and studying..

hmm, lama gak tak duduk sekelas ngan perempuan ni..

tader laa rasa lain macam pun, cuma, ada rasa beza sikit laa

yelaa, aku dah biasa kan duduk all-boys school

sejak lima tahun lepas

so, rasa lain macam sikit tu biasa laa kan..

haha

oh yeah, i'm taking ADFP programme dekat INTEC

and one thing that i really wanna say

ENGLISH IS HARD!

yes, susah nak mam..

rasa macam nak baham pintu pun ada susahnya..

tapi, puasa kann..

(okay, that is lame, isn't it?)

tapi apa apa pun, aku yang pilih nak stadi benda ni

(apart from dapat tawaran dari MARA)

so, susah ke idok, kena laa struggle sampai mati..

dah la SAT susah macam gampang..

(padahal baru buat PRACTICE test jer tu..)

sekali lagi rasa nak baham bucu meja..

okay, yang sebenarnya, aku tak ada apa pun nak tulis sebenarnya..

just, saja nak menambah entry jer kat blog ni..

and yeah, this is my 143rd post here..

so, wah.

(dan kalau ada yang perasan, post kali ni kebanyakannya ada ".." instead of "..."

maybe aku tukar writing style (aku ada style yang particular ke in the first place?)

tapi, sebenarnya aku dah terbiasa dengan double-dots ni instead of triple-dots

mainly pasal bugs dekat twitter apps untuk windows phone

bila aku tulis "..." kat twitter tu, dia akan kira sebagai 9 huruf instead of 3..

celaka!

dan pasal tu laa bermulanaya aku tulis pakai double-dots aja...)

hilmihisham | aO

(..)

AB-

Tolong

Jangan kau hairan

Jangan kau pandang senget

Jangan kau terkejut

Minat aku

Dan imaginasi futuristik ku

Amat beza

Mungkin 

Inilah diri aku

Yang jadinya dari darah aku

Aku kan AB-

hilmihisham | aO

KIL

*(nota : aku tak reti nak bercerita, jauh lagi nak tulis review... so here goes...)

list of awesome point in this movie :

1. Mati Hidup Kembali - Butterfingers
2. Rapuh - Pesawat

3. Lights - SevenCollar T-Shirt

4. Rewan Ishak

5. Christina Suzanne

6. Jipie

7. Life Action Bureau (LAB)

Kenapa? 

Hmm, #1, #2 dan #3 memang telah tersedia ada dalam playlist iPod aku sejak dulu lagi... Especially #1, Butterfingers memang legend! 

 

#4, hmm, aku mula tau pasal dia melalui works dia pada album SCTS (#3) - The Great Battle. His works, being the art director and designer of that album was truly mindblowing! Thumbs up for your work, bro! And not to forget, good job on the film too...

#5, aku sendiri pun tatau naper aku letak ni... So, lets just say, "lol"! Hahaha... :P (but seriously, all of the actors in this film had done a very good job!)

#6, macam mana Jipie boleh tersesat jadi polis lak dalam citer ni? Hmm, aku hampir nak tergelak bila tengok tadi... But, act dia OK, aku takmau komen banyak pasal tu...

#7, good concept of company... now, THIS IS AWESOME!

Pasal director, Nik Amir Mustapha, hmm rasa macam pernah dengar nama dia somewhere... Mana ek?

Aku rasa, cerita ni nak ke arah depressing sikit tapi ntah laa, aku tader pulak rasa camtu... Hmm, mungkin sebab aku ni takder feel sangat kut tengok apaper citer pun... Haha, my bad! But, one thing that I notice is this film is a bit dark, and I really like that kinda style... Tak banyak (or tader, mungkin) filem Malaysia yang dark and a bit depressing (hmm, tapi ni pun tader laa depressing sangat...)

One more thing, bila aku tengok part yang pengarah Johan Iskandar (hmm, betul ke nama tu?) kena temuramah pasal movie yang dia buat dalam filem ni (err, you get it?), aku teringatkan time Butterfingers kena hentam ngan Melodi dulu time Butter lancarkan album SelamatTinggalDunia dan macammana Melodi kasi reaction yang vise-versa balik lepas album KEMBALI lak dilancarkan dulu... Coincidence? Hmm...

(nat tengok interview Butterfingers ni? search youtube!)

Aku tak reti nak komen, aku tak reti nak buat review, aku hanya reti merepek (dan terus melalut dan meraban dan sampai laa kemana mana jer...). I write this to give my view about this film, so, I say, it was good! (well, that's from my sincere POV lahh).

Bagi aku, aku memang mencari-cari dan menanti-nantikan cerita yang macam ini dari industri filem Malaysia. Filem ni buat kita berfikir, not just "you-just-eat-what-we-spoonfeed-you-without-thought-much-and-shut-up-and-just-watch" sorta film... Hope to see more of this kinda film in Malaysia soon...

hilmihisham | aO

(...sorry for being too long to update this site... and sorry for this bad review...)

Feel or Think?

Say,

If you had been given a question,

And choices for the answer,

Whether it's A, B, C or D

Neither is right,

Nor neither is wrong,

Will you choose one?

Or none?

Or all?

Will you know?

The choice is right?

Or the answer is wrong?

Can you held your head high?

Confidently saying your pick is right,

Or you will simply be quiet?

Can you consume,

That confidence of yours,

Simply to make your heart and brain to work together?

Heart or brain?

Both, yet will not none,

Or just one of them?

hilmihisham | aO

Yes!

i don't know how to begin

i don't wanna it be end

maybe it's not the time yet

or maybe not

so fukk it

and enjoy our time crazily...

i. knew. nothing.

but please read my brain!

Forfeit

I felt the butterflies

But the butterflies had led my heart to someone else 
You opened up your heart, I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know, cause i'm to blame

Thousands of why playing in my head
You maybe gone, but I will never forget
Questions, is part of our daily life
"I'm fine" that's a fucking lie
Lets switch place, feel the pain, and I'm sure you'll understand
How can I start all over again? Where should I begin?
Oh dreamland please let me in, It's already 6 in the morning
I'm standing in front of the mirror
They can see it crystal clear
The scars in every smile 
That I wrote down in this paper

Oh I should know by now that you truly understand
I felt the butterflies had led my heart to someone else 
You opened up your heart, I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know, cause I'm to blame

Regret regret, I will never regret 
Every single minute that we had
Forget forget, I will never forget
All the promises that you made

Oh I should know by now that you truly understand
I felt the butterflies
But the butterflies had led my heart to someone else 
You opened up your heart, I played it from the start
I guess you would've hated me know, cause I'm to blame

Oh let me catch your heart because yesterday I watched it fall
Oh please let me catch your heart because yesterday i watched it fall

Will there be my better day
When will these scars will fade away?
I saw your smiles from miles away
I swear you'll never fade away
I wish that you can stay 
Pretending to be okay
I am crawling cause I'm scare
My past has showed me the way
I'm standing in the rain 
I swallow every single pain
Cause I can't turn back once again
I slept with no star that always shining
All alone with this string 
I sing I'm suffering
To see you dancing left me wonder why
I can't stop thinking about you
How many times I have to be like this

hmm, some lines kat lirik ni rasanya ada gak mengena dengan aku...
but anyway, the songs really awesome!
enough said.

hilmihisham | aO

(...I rock...!)